This week is a big one. Today I had my one year follow up with the neurologist. I got a thumbs up with some minor tweaking with some meds. He seemed to forget my goal of running a half marathon this winter. I was able to sway him into supporting me (he is a runner himself, so it wasn't too hard). It's not like I would have not participated in the race, but it is nice to know that he does not think I am going to put myself back into a relapse.
So Saturday is racing day! Grabbing life by the horns this weekend and hoping to get a PR. I know, I know I had originally said I was going to run this just to prove to myself that I could but what the hell I may as well try to kick some ass (that being my own) and go for it! I am scared to death and also so excited to take on this challenge. It will be a true dream come true, crossing that finish line. Last August I thought I was done for...limping and hobbling along. I was beyond depressed and truly afraid of what was to come next. Well with A LOT of stubbornness, dedication, determination and tenacity I am here to say that I have run down this dream and on Saturday I will achieve it. There really is not a better feeling than giving it your all and then seeing yourself succeed.
While I have no idea what the future holds (do any of us really?) I am living in the moment this week and reaching for that brass ring. I will have no regrets that I did not do my best when I had my best to give. I encourage all of you to do the same...find something you want and go for it!
I was trying to figure out a way to get down there to cheer you guys on, but there are just too many balls in the air for me on Saturday. Nevertheless, I'll be there in spirit, and I *know* you'll rock it, Jo!!!
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I love that you wanted to go and cheer us on! I will just imagine you there waiting at the finish =) Thanks so much and I will do my best to "rock it"!!!
ReplyDeletexo
Woohoo is all I have to say!
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